Your single sacrifice removed my sins forever
Boldly I draw near to worship you
You selfless act of love perfected me forever
Justified I rise to honour You

Now with unveiled eyes
I behold your glory
They beauty of your face is all I see

I worship You, I worship You
Hallelujah
Exalted risen King
I worship You, I worship You
Hallelujah
You're the perfect offering



i is going to post what i took down during DG on 27 March 2009...
cos a CERTAIN SOMEONE asked me to...
and im bored...
We are under grace cos Jesus died for our sins.
There's the law of sin and death and the law of the spirit in Christ Jesus.
One superceeds another.
Its like how the law of lift and thrust superceeds the law of gravity.
Law of spirit of life in Christ Jesus superceeds the law of sin and death.
Disregard the law of sin and death by disregarding voices of condemnation.
Condemnation talks about a person being unfit.
It pulls you down.
Condemnation attacks you as a person, who you are, who are you in Christ.
YOUR IDENTITY
Correction is on your behaviour and attitude.
Loves goes together with correction.
God always sees you as righteous.

Why let condemnation affect you.
Your identity is in JESUS!

Its not who you are, but WHOSE are you?
Why is Jay teaching us this?
No one learns to swim when he is drowning.
He learns to swim so that he won't drown!

Sometimes God takes away something bad, but to give you good.
He takes away something good, but to give you better.
He takes away something better, but to give you the best!

We are instruments, that need to be played by God.
Not for ourselves, but for people around us.
We have eternal life, but there are many others out there who don't.

Even if you fail exams,etc,etc,etc,etc,etc,etc,etc,etc,its okay.
Get up and walk again.
Don't give up. If God doesn't give up on you, why give up on yourself?

Condemnation is Sin.
Job 5:17 (its joob..)
Blessed is the man whom God corrects, do not despise the discipline of the Almighty.

Proverbs 3:11-12
Son, don't despise the Lord's discipline or His correction, cos who he disciplines, He loves.

ACTIVITY TIME
get a piece of paper.
write all your condemnation on it.
from other people or yourself.
write everything that comdemns you on it.

DONE?
now CROSS IT OUT...
with what ever way you want.
then fold it into half and write down.
As Jesus is, so am I in this world.

NOTES AGAIN
Jesus flipped over a table at the temple.
People were having a market there(something like that...)
He was angry.(woooo)
He "scolded" them for taking His Father's house as a market.
I can stand up for things I believe in.
Because Jesus did too.
When you see how awesome Jesus is, see yourself as Jesus is.

God sees you as perfect.
ALWAYS!
Jesus is my mirror.
He reflects me!
I am not what the world says I am.
I am what Jesus is!
Fight the good fight of faith!
Fight to believe!
Keep believing til it comes to past!

I remember Jay told us about David and Goliath.
David's father told him to pass some bread to his brothers who where out at war against the phillistines.
Goliath was on the battlefield challenging Isreal to fight him 1 on 1.
He was trying to condemn Isreal.
Then when David met his bros, they were like, Why are you here.
Have you come to watch us die?
They were condemning him.
But he was like, What have I done?
He rejected the condemnation.
So anyway after that he killed Goliath and the story goes on and on and on...

Have fun reading.
Oh wait...you finished reading...
HAD FUN??
NO?
TOO BAD.

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By/From,
Jasper

Hello! This are my notes from DG for you guys to read since so many didn't come. K here goes.

The law of lift & thrust superseeds( higher than) the law of graity; In the same way; The law of the spirit of life in Christ Jesus superseeds the law of sin & death.

How do we walk in the spirit & life of Christ Jesus?
-It is abt disregarding the voices of condemnation.

Condemnation
Attacks your identity;attacks who you are in Christ

Correction
Focuses on your character, behavoir and attitude

Correction gos together with LOVE.

Why should we feel insulted when we get condemned?
-We know that we are the righteousness in Chirst, so why should we feel so?

WHY SHOULD I BE HURT WHEN I KNOW THAT I AM ONE WITH JESUS AND JESUS IS ONE WITH ME?

God allows us to go through trials to:
Strengthen our character

We're not put on Earth for selfish reasons, We are put on Earth as instruments of God. Not to give pleasure to ourselves, but to give pleasure to the people arnd you. To HELP the ppl arnd you.

DON'T LET CONDEMNATION PULL YOU DOWN!!
(Remember that!)

If God doesn't gve up on you, why should you give up on yourself?

Damn=Condemn to hell

Job 5:17 (NIV)

¹⁷ "Blessed is the man whom God corrects;
so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty.

Proverbs 3:11-12 (NIV)

¹¹ My son, do not despise the LORD's discipline
and do not resent his rebuke,

¹² because the LORD disciplines those he loves,
as a father the son he delights in.

The devil does not have a right in your life!

Before David's greatest accomplishment, came voices of condemnation.

When you see how smart, beautifull, kind and loving Jesus is, you can see it all reflected in yourself.

We reflect jesus in the bible.

Get up from where you are and continue fighting. Continue fighting the fight of faith!

-Krista.

just to add on to what Jordan posted...
these are some stuff that can mean alot...
your identity is in Jesus...
is He lame?
is He stupid?
is He gay?
is He retarded?
NO...
so as He is...and as He is not...so are YOU...
Jesus is your mirror...your reflection...
if you see Him AWESOME...so are YOU!

and...

we are instruments that need to be played by God right...
its not for ourselves..but for other people...
we have eternal life you know?
but many others don't...

even if you fail, ITS OKAY!
GET UP AND WALK AGAIN!
if a righteous man falls 7 times, God WILL pick him up EACH TIME!
we ARE righteous!
we ARE the righteousness of God in Christ...
NEVER FORGET THAT...
and DON'T GIVE UP!
if God doesn't give up on you, WHY GIVE UP ON YOURSELF?

Fight the good fight of Faith!
Fight for what you believe in!
Fight to believe!
Keep believing til u see it come to past!
If Jesus did, SO CAN YOU!

ok thats about it...
idk what i just typed about...
enjoy?

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By/From,
Jasper
PS...notice Jordan had a CAPITAL J?
PPS...this is the 365th post....i think...
PPPS...i forgot whether i used to type PPS or PSPS...nvm...doesnt matter now
PPPPS...notice what i added on was in proper english?

ok i'll post my notes.
but they're quiet hard to understand...
i'll try anyway
Jay started with Romans 8:1-2
1There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. 2 For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free of sin and death.
mainly what its trying to say is that the law of the Spirit superceeds (superly exceeds) the law of sin and death.
He also shared about disregarding the voice of condemnation.
and the word "condemnation" is something like the word "damn"
and in the dictionary "damn" means to condemn one to hell.
(so no more "damn damn damn." only "very very very")
Condemnation is an attack on your identity.
Condemnation and correction are two very different things.
Condemnation pulls you down to the devil's level so he can beat you down even lower.
Correction comes with love and God only corrects you because He loves you.

Sometimes life maybe going good for you and all of a sudden God takes that away.
You feel as though He doesn't want you to have this luxury then you become like
"ah why God do this to me?? he dont like me is it?" then you feel as though he's like
"Hmm... Jordan's life is quite good now.... Maybe i should give him... idk... PROBATION??!"
(ps. that was the part of DG that impacted me the most. cos i know God gave me this probation so i could perform at my best and rise above the levels.)
So basically He's taking something good from you to give you something Better
and takes away something better to give you something BEST.

We are all like instruments. But all instruments need someone to play. So we all are instruments in God's hands. God wants to play us so that we can be a blessing to Others and please God even more..

(i forgot some verses but will edit once jay gets back to me)

your welcome
-jordan

can someone please tell me what to do.

there's this kuku-sicko-pervert person who keeps calling my number. i'm so freaked out by that person okay. i seriously think he's mental or something.

yesterday he called my number but i just so happened not to pick up cos i was busy so didn't notice his call, so i missed the call. so i called back, then he said he didn't call me. wth. he said his last call was to some number that started with 8 and mine starts with 9. so i was like, okay, nevermind, forget it. must be some forgetful person or person with nothing better to do.

so then when i was on my way back to school for the stupid seminar, in my mom's car in the evening he called again. then he's all like "hello?" and i'm like "yes?" and he's like "my name is hussien. what's yours?" and i'm like "i'm your God lah. stop calling already lah." in a very annoyed tone. crazy sicko nothing better to do. and before that he smsed me saying hi and i said i didn't know him. and told him not to call anymore. so dumb. anyway, my mother said the next time he calls ask her to pick up so that my mother can scold him.

ah, then you know. during the seminar he called a few times. zzz. then last night and 1am he called also. and i was super pissed off, he called like 6 times and woke me up from my slumber. argh. disrupt my sleep.

can someone please pray that that sicko doesn't call again because telling him not to call doesn't really help at all. gah, i feel like just reporting him to the police for harassing me can. zzz.

ps: can someone pleasepleasepleaseplease upload your notes or send me your notes from yesterday's dg meeting 8D prettypretty pleaseeeeeee. :)

im being blocked by google...
i cant enter blogs...
but surprisingly i can enter the blogging part...
but cant view the blog...
says some crap that im using a virus to access the page...
zzz...
DG was good today...
although some people kept talking...
zzz...
so pissed now...
i got scolded for not answering my mom...
once...
zzz...
God help me...
i duno what to do now...

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By/From,
Jasper
PS...i still remember that time when Jordan said that im too small to play bass...

i'm signed up for some photography competition.
check it out
http://www.reflection.yolo.sg/
but theres only one problem.
i dont have a camera.
but thats just one more reason to add to my reasons for getting a camera
hahahhaah
but i have some awesome ideas for it.
the theme is "reflections"
so i'm supposed to take a max of 4 pictures depicting reflecctions of nature.
i didnt sign up for it, my geog teacher signed me up.
anyway i cant go around taking pictures with my phone.
my phone's camera is crappy.
so... i pray that my mum will gimme the chance to take part(with a camera)
andandand....
the grand prize is a panasonic G1
well i will just end off here.
good night

-jordan

ok i show u a pic of something really cool...
but lame...
and u will find it lame if u got no sense of humour(joke)...
like seriously...
people these days...
losing their sense of humour over nothing...
WHERE IS LALA LAND GONE TO!??!
if u thought that was lame...
sad to u...

so heres the pic






how cool is that...a DG logo...

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By/From,
Jasper

i listen to alot of good charlotte but never really understood what they really mean..
like their song "The River"
the chorus has a whole lot if meaning to it.

"I've seen a vision of my life
And I wanna be delivered
In the city was a sinner
I've done a lot of things wrong
But I swear I'm a believer
Like the prodigal son
I was out on my own
Now I'm trying to find my way back home
Baptized in the river
I'm delivered"

its like telling a story of repentance and coming back to the Father.
anyway i thought of what jay said a few weeks ago about choosing the right kind of music.
and GC is on my playlist.
=)
-jordan

HAHA, i'm like ripping this off my own blog to put it up here, so retarded -.- this is just something jordan shared few days back and i uploaded it onto my blog. thought jordan would put up the video here but NUUUUUUU. -.-

really touching, a must watch.

As of August 31, 2008, Team Hoyt had participated in a total of 984 events, including 229 Triathlons (6 of which were Ironman competitions), 20 Duathlons, and 66 Marathons, including 26 Boston Marathons.[1] They have also biked and run across the USA, in 1992 — a 3,735 mile journey that took them 45 days.

Rick has cerebral palsy, caused by lack of oxygen to his brain at birth because his umbilical cord was wrapped around his neck.

& the father has serious heart problems



i teared quite a lot while watching the video, i told jordan that and he's all
"i know, i teared alittle. a little. LITTLE"
-.-

anyways, imagine:
if a human father could do so much for his son, what more can our heavenly Daddy God do for us? :)

credits: Jordan, & youtube & where ever other places jordan got the info from :)

baiiiiiiiii :)

ps: you know when i was filling up the camp form, when they asked for DARE group, i wrote "JAY SINGH" then a smiley face next to it -.- OMG. hahahah, so funny, i couldn't bear to cancel it out cos it'll make the form untidy, so i wrote my DG leader as "D/G" -.- and added some arrows thing to point the thingy thingy, ahhhh. HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA.

Hey guys :D I noticed that I haven't been blogging for a really long time. So yes, I have decided to blog today! :D

Things have been really hectic lately... Especially since Nationals are coming up. I had a competition last weekend and sadly, I didn't win. Why? I blame myself for not attending training for the past 2 weeks. I had MC. :( But I was quite happy though. I think God really helped me this time because despite the fact that I was not prepared, I actually made it to semi-finals and I got 3rd in semis (Only the 1st and 2nd get to go to finals) Oh wells. At least it served as an eye-opener to me.

That aside, I have a testimonial to share with you too! :D Although I feel like shit nowadays, God has seriously been on my side. The thing happened today.

I came for training and it was SWELTERING. I had sunburns from my competition and yes, it got worse. It didn't end there. I had to do abs which practically killed me considering that I did not train for 2 weeks. Then I went on to paddle a glorious 10km. The sun was really evil today. So it kind of made my sensitive skin even more sunburnt. When I was done paddling, I was putting on my shoes and was unaware of the time. Then I asked my friend for the time and she told me it was 5.30. Fyi, training was supposed to end at 5 and I had tuition at 7. I begged my coach to let me off but he told me to do 1000 jumps. (Like the kind you do with a skipping rope.) So I didn't protest. I rushed through it though and after jumping like a mad bunny, I felt like peeing. By then, it was already 5.40. I ran to the carpark to find that my mama wasn't there to pick me up. I was thinking to myself "Shit, I am so screwed." It turned out that the car broke down so my mama had to take another 15 minutes to arrive. I was so frigging late. Not that I wasn't already pissed enough. When I got into the car, my mama told me that tuition was cancelled. So yes, God has indeed helped me. Kudos to Daddy God! He's da man! (:

Really,Thank God.

On a lighter note, can we have a DG outing to ECP or something? I feel like doing something outdoorsy :D

Cheerios,

Celine

P.S. I miss Jay D:

ever wonder why fire goes upwards and not sideways?
because of the movement of heat?
what makes the movement of heat happen?
hmm...

anyway im going to the dentist today...
cos its 12.27am when im typing this...
what colour should i change to?

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By/From,
Jasper

hahahaha i just saw this video



ok bye
-jordan

HELLO KIDZZZZZZZZZ. ME ABBY AND ERVIN ARE GOING TO CAMBODIA TMR!! DON'T MISS US KKKKKK. Anyway, i am very excited yet very very scared ): I dowan my camera to get stolen )))))))): Sigh anyway. You know my friend had a dream that i was going to migrate to cambodia cos my parents got me a sports coach there -.-.--..--.-.--..--.-.-.-. *omg-so-lame-face x2563784987* See that means my friend loves me like crazy. AHAHHA.

Okkk i gta sleep now. Tmr must wake up at 545 ahah. We must be there by 615 but we are leaving at 615. Because ah, my daddy say they so gan chiong meet so early. Hahaha. So we are comng late or early whatever. K bai kidz.

kri*

I agree with jasper.
like no one knows how hard it is to say sorry.
When you are really feeling very guilty.
These days, we just say them with no meaning.
Like no emotions & stuff.
okay
gotta go.
Bye!

i was just thinking...
many people do not know how strong words are...
example, like sorry, please and thank you...
you see, so many people use it freely(or something like that)
and its importance sort of...disappears
so now when you hurt someone and say sorry,
it doesnt mean much anymore...sometimes....(dun argue back)
but if you really mean it, and the person understands...
it can mean alot...you know?
i duno...
i was just thinking...

so anyway...
today was pastor lawrence...
he was preaching about forgiveness of sins...i think...
couldnt understand it the whole time...
just dont get it...like some kind of...blockage stopping me...idk...
then...
i went to shop for some glue with thad...
then...home...

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By/From,
Jasper

PS...do not argue back with what i say...i was jus thinking...

hey wow. thanks alot people.
I feel much much better already.
and i am smiling.. see? *GRINS*
Anyway, do you guys ever felt when things goes wrong,
YOU DONT WANT TO THINK ABOUT THEM?
And sometimes you distract yourself so that you wont think about it?
well, when things goes wrong,
I do that most of the time.
But it has a negative side you know!
Sometimes, i distract myself by teasing others.
Then i tease them until its too much (without realising it)
and just HURT them without knowing it.
Then i feel so bad about it.
i dont even dare to talk to them after that incident.
i dont even feel like saying sorry.
But i force myself to apologise,
but then, we drift apart.
Then i will feel super lonely.
So i will start doing other things to forget about the guiltyness.
AND START HURTING PEOPLE AGAIN.
WITHOUT KNOWING IT.
Some of the people i hurt are close friends,
And some are not.
The closer ones forgives me.
But i feel SUPER bad for those that are not close to me.
so yeah, sometimes if i hurt you,
I AM SUPER SORRY.
i will apologise to you okay? just tell me
and i will hope and HOPE and HOPE that you will not drift away from me.
thats all i am going to say.
AMANDA.
-erm, you dont have to give me advice or anything..
--I just have to have more self-control & more awareness.
---I am working on it *winks*

Hi guys, I got a 'testimony' for you.

K today choir, had the syf audition. I was very very very scared 'cause I had quite a bad sore throat=cannot sing properly(in case you didn't know). (I wanted to ask Nisha to help me pray about it during DG but she left for the busstop alrd. Sad face.)So I took a lot of stuff to 'cure' my throat. (Got this bee proporlis[sp] thing,and it turns out i'm like allergic to it -.- ) And I prayed alot. In the morning abby ask me to pray over healing to my throat with annoiting oil. But I was at the bus stop waiting for stupid bus 12 which to 20 min to come send me to school argh=no annointing oil. So i just prayed really hard.

First round of auditions.
I failed. Very scary. My legs were shaking. Can die man the experience. I felt like crying.. K so practice practice.

Before choir ended, he audtion again.
I was praying before we had to sing. And my friend told me not to worry 'cause i am a christian and should trust God. Haha. (she is catholic)
Auditioned. And my whole group passed!!!!! I was so happy. I was so relieved. I was so tired. I was so overwhelmed. I was so happy. (Did i mention tht alrd..)

After choir I suddenly remebered that I forgot to thank god. :( I felt so bad plz... So I thanked him like crazy. Thank Him that he'd heard my prayers and answered it. Thank Him that he twisted my trial into a testimony. Thank Him that he was there when I needed him. Thank Him that he blessed me so much. Yes, you get my point.

And all my frieds got into, so praise the Lord, because I asked him to bless my friends too!
K amen. Thanks. Thank you God for being there beside me. : )

K jordan when I read your post I almost cry omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. Cheer up, at least you know that your DADDYS luv you. : ) yes, no, right, left?

Amanda, Don't worry I have been losing alot of stuff recently too. Sad face sad face sad face :( :( :( :( :( Just pray over your things. Annoint ALLL you things. Ahahaha. And pray tht you won't lose them, BECAUSE God is gna protect it. He WILL protect it, in jesus name. Just like how he is protecting all 0f us everyday.

Rey, before you go to your parents and break the news, make sure they happy first orh. Make sure they;re having a good ol' day. ahahah. Then PRAY. God is gna be there beside you, he will make sure that nothing bad will happen, in jesus name *and all the children say: AMEN.*

K I feel super inspired right now. AND. I. DON'T. KNOW. WHY!! HAHAHA. I think krista having good day today.

I am so excited for cambodia. Can you guyz help me pray that no one cuts my hand for my camera, and that it won't get lost/stolen?!?! Omg thanks luv you guyzzzzzz!!!




I AM KRISTA

hey guys, i just wanna let you guys know that, i think that yesterday's DG was really impactful(is there even such a word?) anyway, you get the point. as in, it is so relavant, like now, everything that we are going through is a trail, a testing, and from it will come forth a great testimony that will indeed impact the lives of many others, no matter how small it might seem to be.


Rey, i know it sucks failing a subject. well, i fail like 3 subjects, and i'm not all together that happy about it. and i'm sure neither are you, we're in the same situation. and i also have not told my parents. it sucks to talk about something like that.
what i did is set a goal that i know with Daddy God's help i will be able to accomplish despite of the many obstacles i might face. a goal that is that, not only will i not fail any subject in the rest of the year, i will score at least a A2 for every single subject. and the obstacles are that, i'm not exactly in a very good class, the people are noisy, really noisy, its kind of hard to focus in class, and tchers probably all hate my class.
so I want you to set a goal, and be rest assured that with Daddy God and all of us by your side, you will indeed accomplish this goal. never think that you're alone, you have us, you have an all powerful Daddy God who is always with you, a Daddy who has resources in heaven that are far greater than this failure. than any other problems we face! meditate on what we learnt yesterday, on what Nisha said. rmb what jay said during the first few DGs of the year, i think it was the first or second.

THIS IS A YEAR OF GOOD ENDINGS, NO MATTER HOW DIFFICULT THE JORNEY IS, NO MATTER HOW HORRIBLE YOUR MONTH/WEEK/DAY IS, IT WILL END WITH A GOOD ENDING, AN AWESOME ENDING!

so there is a good ending to this!

and in the parable of the sower.
the seed is the word of God and the Sower is the preacher.
The Devil launches attacks on us to try to take the word of God from us; he only does this because he knows that the Word of our Daddy God is true and powerful.
why else would he want to launch attacks on you? for fun? NEVER. there is a motive : to take the word of God from you.
"...tribulation or persecutions ariseth BECAUSE OF THE WORD..."
this is a attack, an attack from the devil. but because we are so grounded in the word of our Daddy God, we will not let him take to word of God from us! WE WILL STAND STRONG STAND TALL AND PROUD! AND WE WILL PREVAIL! THE DEVIL HAS NO SAY OVER OUR LIVES, OVER OUR FUTURE!
God has seen our futures and he said that it was good!
i know it sucks to fail, but we must not let this shake us from the word of God, hold on to it, meditate
Understand -->receive -->review -->apply -->mutter
this was all what Jay said.

do not worry about this. just continue to pray. even better, anoint yourself everyday, that's what I'm doing.
anoint your eyes so that you will see what Daddy God wants you to see, see good and not evil.
your ears to hear Godly things, hear Daddy God's voice and block out all the evil voices of the devil!
your head, so that Daddy God will give you the wisdom and knowledge of Christ, you will have a Christ like mind!
anoint your lips, so that you will speak what Daddy God wants his people to hear, words of his love for us, and vulgarities will stay FAR FAR AWAY!
anoint your nose, for you to discern right from wrong, good from evil.
anoint your hands, so that everything that you set your hands to do will prosper and out of it a good harvest will come.
lastly, anoint your feet, so that any where your feet set upon, great favour and blessing will come. (that is why sometimes, when you see i shop that is like empty, not customers, and you walk in, then suddenly alot of people start coming in, that is the favour of God on your life, you attract people into the shop.)

just do that everyday, and you can pray for you family and friends too, that's what i do every night since like 1-2 weeks ago. just pray and worship him.

rmb,
"the fear of the lord is knowledge"
"the fear of the lord is the beginning of wisdom"
"the fear of the lord is strong confidence"
"the fear of the lord prolongeth days"

and, do not focus on yourself, do not depend on yourself to solve this problem. this is just what the devil does to keep your problems for a longer time.

oh yes, and pray that you have favour with your parents, so that you do not get scolded. but when they don't scold you doesn't meant you are free, it is the favour of God on you, so after that, study hard, show them what you are really capable of, show the devil that you were not setback because of his attack, show the devil that what he did just made you stronger, made you even more grounded in Daddy God's word!


PS. all of you guys should also start anointing yourself daily!
P/PS. i realised that this is more generalised, because it's like everyone has faced something like this before, so just read this kay? i hope it can help any of you who are feeling sad and down

Hi,
Rey 'ere'.
Was Dg good? Cos i was really stressed out lor.
haha. I only realised that DYDX was coming over during the last day of camp.
Stupid activites dun allow the Rey to check Phone.

Kay.
I need some help okay.
As most of ya guys know,
I failed my science for CA1.
And I currently am very. VERY.
Stressed out whenever i think about it.
I haven't told them yet. Everytime I think about telling,
I get cold feet and start to feel down.
Its also very hurtful to my pride.
Cos throughout my whole studying years, besides English,
Science is the only subject i NEVER failed.
I try to feel happy about it.
And try to ignore it.
But its very difficult to do.
Its like trying to do something, but not being able to
do it without stress.
I just hope, when I finally get the confidence to tell them,
it all turns out well, good i hope.
Well until then, ill just have to pray and hope.

Nuting funny to say.

Rey.

hey, i can't choose i title. so there wont be any.

i was supposed to blog on my own blog first, but i just felt like going to this blog, then i read your post.


so.


Jordan:
i know it might or it actually is tough not having a Daddy by your side one that you can go to and talk to. but something i learnt from DARE. Our Daddy God is far greater than what any man in this world can do, so i want you to believe that Daddy God will be the best Daddy you can ever get, then best one in the world, who is willing to give his son Jesus to die on the cross for you. NEVER EVER THINK THAT BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A (real life) DADDY SO I'M DIFFERENT. in fact, you have a Daddy that is greater, with a love for you that even we humans cannot comprehend, he wants you to know that he is always there with you, no matter where you are, even if you're in the toilet. he is always there, waiting for you to call out "DADDY GOD!" this is a trail, and like that nisha said, from this, it a great testimony will come! a testimony that you will use to impact the lives of other people with broken families, to show them that even though they do not have good family background, its not the end of the world, that even a person like you can accomplish so much more than what even a person with a good family background can. So just trust Daddy God, he will be the BEST DADDY YOU WILL EVER HAVE! and jordan, although you fool around a lot, recently (probably because you begun to read the bible; well idk whether you did last time) i see a change in attitude, you can even grasp things faster than us, you seem to be able to understand what Jay/Nisha/Pastor Ben is saying. and during DG, when you say something in response to what they said, it impacts people. you impact people with your words(in a good way) your jokes makes us laugh, what you are able to grasp and give an example of that impacts us too. i hope you get what you mean. through this trail and tribulation, a greater HERO in you will emerge! ahahahhaha! (become super hero!)

WE WILL ALL BE WAITING FOR YOU TESTIMONY!!!



Amanda:
PRAY! as i said to Jordan, this is a test, and through this testing that seems so big to you, you must remember that our Daddy God's supply is far bigger and overflowing than we can ever dream of, Daddy God is with you through even the smallest testings, so, in this big testing that is so big, that you might think that it can never be solved, that my mother is going to scold me, I'm going to be dead, you MUST MUST MUST MUST remember that our Abba Father's resources are bigger than this problem. pray! i will pray for you. I'm sure we will all be waiting for you incredible testimony as how you got ALL your stuff back. something i learnt from pastor lian.

what the enemy takes from you, Daddy God will surely return every single one back to you, not forgetting event he smallest items, and he will give you even more! I'm not sure which battle, i forgot. but i think it was david (anyone, correct me if I'm wrong) so in the battle David has with Saul (i really forgot)

i went to a online bible. this is the correct one.

Then the king of Sodom, the king of Gomorrah, the king of Admah, the king of Zeboiim and the king of Bela (that is, Zoar) marched out and drew up their battle lines in the Valley of Siddim ⁹ against Kedorlaomer king of Elam, Tidal king of Goiim, Amraphel king of Shinar and Arioch king of Ellasar—four kings against five. ¹⁰ Now the Valley of Siddim was full of tar pits, and when the kings of Sodom and Gomorrah fled, some of the men fell into them and the rest fled to the hills. ¹¹ The four kings seized all the goods of Sodom and Gomorrah and all their food; then they went away. ¹² They also carried off Abram's nephew Lot and his possessions, since he was living in Sodom.

¹³ One who had escaped came and reported this to Abram the Hebrew. Now Abram was living near the great trees of Mamre the Amorite, a brother [c] of Eshcol and Aner, all of whom were allied with Abram. ¹⁴ When Abram heard that his relative had been taken captive, he called out the 318 trained men born in his household and went in pursuit as far as Dan. ¹⁵ During the night Abram divided his men to attack them and he routed them, pursuing them as far as Hobah, north of Damascus. ¹⁶ He recovered all the goods and brought back his relative Lot and his possessions, together with the women and the other people.

so you see, whatever your enemy takes from you, God will return everything single thing back to you, not even forgetting the smallest of all things. that is how Big our God is, i bet if it was a thread, our Daddy God wouldn't even forget to return that little piece of thread back to you. just trust Daddy God, and give all your worries to him.




that is all i have to say, i hope these will really help both of you, Jordan and Amanda. We all love you both very much! and rmb! Daddy God's love is even greater! HAHAHAHHAHA


WILL BE WAITING FOR YOUR TESTIMONIES!

hello:D I have lots of things to say.
Here it goes.


Firstly, i find that i am not blogging as much as last time. HAHA. ohwells.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
I am not going for DG meeting D:
You know why?
My mother like sort of DONT ALLOW me to go to DG meeting.
Cause its like i have tution the next morning and she is afraid i am really tired.
Well, i think that even though she is really concerned about me,
I STILL WANT TO GO TO DG MEETING D;
So yah, for now, i cant go D:
D: Hope you guys have fun there(:
Tell me all about it.


These days, i have seriously a bad problem.
Well, you guys may think i am fussing over small stuff,
But it is really important to me okay?
I found out that these days, i keep losing my things.
I dont know if it got stolen or i just dropped it or something.
I lost many of my caps(which were expensive). those really nice type.
I got a big scolding. And on top of it, i spend many hours worrying and finding it.
And i lost my ANTIBIOTICS. Which costs a BOMB.
Didnt dare to tell my mom. She will scream at me.
Well, i cant say i am from a really rich family(like jordan-.- even though we are cousins)
So wasting money its like alot to me as i understand how my parents work hard for it.
NOW I LOST MY BROTHER'S CLOTHES.
That i used for drama.


Well, its not entirely about paying them back and stuff.
The problem is that it made me look asif i am the person who loses EVERYTHING.
The worry it caused me, the anxiousness in me.
It all adds up and up and up.
And its like i dont know why i keep on losing things.
I am sick and tired of it.
I dont want to lose anymore items.
But i just kept doing it.
Its either they were stolen or i dont know where i put it.
BUT WHO WILL STEAL ANTIBIOTICS YOU TELL ME?
lol.
But idk whats wrong with me.
I kept praying to god, but it feels like he is not replying.
And i will think negative stuff.
GAH. i dont know whatta do.
Just mixed up. extremely.
I dont know whats wrong with me.


okay, i feel kinda weird talking about this (not very)small matter.
But it is distracting me from doing what i should do okay?
Its super irratating.
AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OKAY?

i'm crying now.
my dad sent me an email.


From:
matt farr (mattario@yahoo.com.sg)
Sent:
13 March 2009 04: 40AM
To:
jordan_pang_619@hotmail.com


your email was from a year ago.
but i miss you so much. but i think you're growing up the right way.
keep paying attention to you studies please. they are more important than rugby.
but rugby is still important.

i love you.

dad.

the email i sent him before:

Hi Dad!
Mommy and I just finished having dinner.
I'm really, really thankful that you helped sort things out with mommy and me. I feel that we are talking alot more. And i hope its not just for this weekend.
I remember a few days ago, after History class, i don't know why but I started to feel that i miss you alot. My teacher asked me why i was so quiet in class and i told her about you and how your in Scotland. Then I started to cry in front of her, after the class went for recess.i told her that i miss you alot and i wish that you were here so that we could spend more time and hang out together.
Love You,
Buzz.

he used to call me buzz.
i'm still crying.
i miss my dad.

HELLO PEOPLE!
I HAVE THE LATEST NEWS JUST FROM JAY!
TRUST ME, YOU GUYS DON'T WANT TO MISS THIS!
ITS GONNA BE AWESOME!

Are you readyyyyyy!
prepare to scream!






















































D/G IS GOING TO HAVE A COMBINED DG SERVICE WITH DYDX!
AIN'T THAT SUPER COOL!
BECAUSE JAY HAS A TEST, SO HE CAN'T MAKE IT, AND COACH E IS BUSY WITH ANOTHER DG SO NISHA IS TAKING OVER! SO, THE DYDX PEOPLE ARE COMING OVER TO REY'S HOUSE FOR DG! OMG! SUPER COOL! AHAHHAHAH! AREN'T YOU ALL SO HAPPY!!!!
THIS IS LIKE OUR LIFE LONG DREAM COME TRUE!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
SO DO NOT MISS THIS COMING DG AT ANY COST!
YOU'RE GONNA REGRET IT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
THE SAD THIS IS, WE DON'T GET TO SEE JAY, WE ONLY WILL SEE HIM NEXT DARE...
BUT SERIOUSLY! MERGE DG MEETING IS SUPER COOL!
HALLELUJAHHHHHHH!
HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!





I TOLD YOU THIS IS THE GREATEST NEWS EVER!
HAHAHHAHA!

ok...
so i got this idea...
that we have a D/G sign language system...
what that means?
i also duno...
but its just using sign language to communicate instead of words...
so that when we lazy to talk we can use sign language and dont need to make a sound...
and everyone understands what u "saying"!
and its fun...

so...anyway...
its dirt adventure camp tmr...
i dun really like how it wants to get us dirty...
cos im not a dirty freak...just a messy one...maybe...
BUT THATS NOT THE POINT...
anyway...God blass you all while you still at home enjoying nice comfortable CLEAN houses...
while me and rey is going to...enjoy the camp....in whatever way possible...
so...no electronics allowed there...although im gona smuggle my phone...
cos im staying at rey's house until DG after we come back...
that means carrying a huge baggage all the way home...
the education system never thinks for the smalls...

so....errr....
enjoy life on earth while u still can...
because cough cough cough cough cough...

END

By/From,
Jasper

PS...Jay, how did u know i was joining logistics.....did coach e tell u O.o?

HELLO PEOPLE. ME IS HERE. LET'S TAKE PART IN INTERNATIONAL FREE HUGS DAY/CAMPAIGN IT WOULD BE SO FUN.

THE OFFICIAL DATE FOR FREE HUGS IS THE FIRST SATURDAY AFTER JUNE 30TH EVERY YEAR SO THIS YEAR IT WOULD BE ON 4TH JULY. THOUGH THERE'S DARE THAT DAY BUT WE CAN DO IT BEFORE AND AFTER DARE AT DARE WITH THE DARE PEOPLE.HOHO. SO COOL RIGHT.

YOU WANT YOU WANT YOU WANT YOU WANT?
I KNOW YOU WANT, YOU CANNOT SAY NO BECAUSE IT'S FUN.
MWAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

:DDDDDDDD

today i went to rey's house...for some reason that you all should know...
so anyway, me rey and jordan were in the pool...
then we spotted and eagle in the sky...
EAGLE!!!
it was big, had brown body and white at the head&neck area...
it was circling in the sky..
EAGLE U KNOW!!!
dam cool lar...
thats the 1st eagle i see in real life...
how awesome is God...
showing me a eagle in singapore....
EAGLE KNOW!!!!
eagles are so pro...

END

By/From,
Jasper

PS...i like coke...

i go from the start.

Geography lesson.

doing test then DM come in. he said (without even knocking the door)
"You all doing test arh?"
my teacher was like

"Yes"

then he went

"Okok. Who's Jordan?"

i raised my hand.

then he just walk off.







After lesson he come back.

My science teacher talking halfway he barge into class and said

"Jordan, pack your bag and come with me."

i was giving my jordan-so-innocent-face.

so i packed my bag and went around the whole school with him.

after looking around he said

"Tell me truthfully, did you punch a boy?"

then i gave a wtf face and said

"What thing? I didnt!"

then he said

"Then why this boy come up to me and say you punch him?"

i said

"how i know??"

"Nevermind. Go back to class first. when i find the boy i call you out again"

so i went back to class and forgot about the whole thing
then i go back to class for about 5 seconds then bell ring.

STUPID DM DONT KNOW SEC 2 VERY IMPORTANT YEAR STILL TAKE ME OUT OF CLASS FOR NOTHING.



so after bell rang and my science teacher come in, he suddenly come back with some guy i NEVER met before and told me to go to the office.

then when we reach the office, he ask me to see the bruise on his arm,

it was purple-ish and in 3 seperate spots.

then he ask me

"Did you do this?"

"NO?!"

then he ask him how many times i allegedly punched him, he said once

then i said
"you see this bruise got 3 marks. cannot be from one punch then get one..."

then he went

"SHADDAP. not your turn to talk."

then we walk to his little cubicle.

just nice the sec one guys parents call.

he said

"both of you go out."

so we went out and waited..

then when we went back in, he said

"You see this boys size and your size?" (he was quite small-ish.)

i just kept quiet cos i was pissed already and i didnt want to shout at him

so he said
"this is an assault case you know? for this you need to write down exactly what happend"

then i took a paper and wrote down that i dont even know him

then he said
"He has witnesses that saw you punching him"

so i said

" I DIDNT EVEN TOUCH HIM! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO HE IS!"

then he asked the boy to get into push up position and he asked him

"are you telling me the truth? if you lie then i'll call your parents and tell them"

then he said hes not lying and stuff

then DM turn to me again then said

"Do you have anything to say?"

"no."

"You will get cained later after your lesson infront of your class."

so i was like wtf-ing there while walking back to class.

then i asked my lit teacher for permission to talk to a teacher i could really trust.

so i went and talked to her, and she said

"aiyo jordan, jordan... i know you wont go around and punch people and lie about it. i know you

very well... you wont lie to teachers and you take responsibility for your actions"

so i went back to class and just sat quietly at my seat. then my teacher say i throwing tantrums.

i just swallowed it in till training.

but coach didnt come today so i could go all out.

and i mean ALL OUT.

i hit a tackling bag till the stuffing inside came out and the PVC outside tore.

THAT was how pissed i was.

so there it is

hope you had fun reading my long post.

-Jordan

YOOOOOZZZ. I know i havent been bloggin for super long alrd! HAHA. Anybody mizz me?? : // And thanks jay for the birthday wish! (i know im super late) I got banned from the com that's why havent been coming online+blogging.

Anywayzzzzz, I am happy kid now!!!!!! NOT EMO ANYMORE. (HAHA JASPER)
Anyway, I dunno what to blog about... This week is goona be bz bz bz bz bz bz bz week. Haha. K nvm baiiz.

Krista

hello awesomez : D
am at home now, this week is CIP week for sec twos and i'm doing local CIP. because i didn't want to go overseas. I get homesick easily :(

hoho, i just came back from my run not long ago. :D

heheheheh, sabrina and celine are staying in singapore to do local CIP too! 8D

but celine is going to a different place to do her local CIP. i'll be working to tiny kids! : D 8 months - 4 years. sabrina too :) she's my group leader because i nominated her to be group leader before any other thick-skinned person volunteered to be group leader, HAHAHAHAHAHA. idk what age group is celine working with, think she's working with those about the same age as us : O

alright, i'm going to bathe now. i'm all sweaty from my run D: but first i'm going to finish up my yummyyummy milo! hoho!

baiiiiiiiiiii! :D

hello people! just thought that today's devo is really awesome :D


God Can Use Those Whom The World Rejects

1 Corinthians 1:26
26For you see your calling, brethren, that not many wise according to the flesh, not many mighty, not many noble, are called.

You may think that you are a nobody, maybe even a has-been or a loser in the eyes of the world. Take heart because God’s Word says that if you are not wise, not mighty or not noble according to the flesh, then you are a prime candidate for Him to call on! And when He begins to use you, you will see His favor, power and increase change your life.

In the eyes of the ancient world, Moses was the rising star of Egypt. The Bible tells us that in the first 40 years of his life, “Moses was learned in all the wisdom of the Egyptians, and was mighty in words and deeds”. (Acts 7:22) But God could not use him then because he was too smart, strong and full of himself.

It was only 40 years later, after having been in the unglamorous desert of Midian, emptied of himself and thinking that he was a has-been, that God sent him to confound the might of Pharaoh.

The world may pass them by — the weak, the small, the forgotten and the losers, but God chooses them to confound those mighty in the world.

I know this to be true. As a little boy, I grew up facing rejection and ridicule because of my Indian-Chinese racial mix. And as a teenager, I was the butt of many jokes because of my stammering and stuttering.

When I was in my teens, I remember praying to God, “I don’t know what I can do for or give You, but You got me — spirit, soul and body.” I don’t know how many times I prayed that prayer. But I knew that God heard me because He called me. Only God would dare choose me, a stammerer and stutterer, to pastor a church for Him that has since grown to more than 18,000 members today.

I know what I was and where I came from. I know I have done nothing and can do nothing apart from His anointing and grace in my life.

My friend, when you think that you are weak and small compared to others in the world, that is when God can use you to do great and wonderful things for Him!