Sunday, September 20, 2009
it's time for a new begining
by abby☆
at 3:03 AM

i haven't posted here in a REALLY long time. just smth i wanted to share, from my blog.

hmm. i just wanted to say smth. it's not really important but i think it's really something different for me.

today during P&W. it was something different. usually (for some crazy reason) during P&W i'm like obsessing about how the poeple around me think about what i'm doing and because of that i hold back, i know that they always say forget about the person beside you, but i just never could, i always tried but it never worked. but for P&W today, it's like there's a really new spirit and hunger for Daddy that took over me or smth. during the Worship songs, i closed my eyes raised my hands, and for the first time in a long time, i didn't care about the people around me, it's like *snap* and my brain was just on Daddy, nothing else, nothing in the back of my brain thinking. just ZERO. NOTHING. i couldn't even tell they were there, it was like i was brought into a place where i was so at peace and i was alone, just me and Daddy-heart to heart. it was really something that was so satifying, i've never felt it in a real long time or maybe never. it was really me and Daddy, it was only when i opened my eyes again then did i remember i was in the Rock audi with so many people surrounding me. i can honestly say, of all the places i've been on this earth, i've never felt like how i felt today. it was almost like i was carried off the face of this earth. i felt so filled when P&W ended.

i've never felt this good.
thanks Daddy, ily for life!